The floating book shop was closed today, as I accompanied a friend on a visit to the doctor. It was a three-hour wait, one of which was devoted to the newspaper. I took a walk and was shocked at the number of stores along 4th & 5th Avenue, below 75th Street, that had Arabic script on signs and windows. As I made the turn at 67th, I immediately looked toward a tall apartment building that stands before the Belt Parkway at 65th. A woman I was crazy about for a long time lived there, in 21A. I could feel it pulling me toward it. I had to resist the temptation to stroll by on the odd chance I might run into her. She probably doesn't even live there any more and she was probably at work. I haven't seen her for 21 years, yet I felt the churning of old feelings, positive and negative, beginning in my gut. I remember when they were so powerful my legs turn to jelly. I still think of her often. I occasionally enter her name in the Facebook search box on the chance that she may have joined. She is listed only at an alumni site, not classmates.com. She probably knows I've looked her up. If she wanted to friend me, she would have. I guess one never completely gets over such a love.
Visit Vic's sites:
Vic's Third Novel (Print or Kindle): http://tinyurl.com/7e9jty3
Vic's Website: http://members.tripod.com/vic_fortezza/Literature/
Vic's Short Story Collection (Print or Kindle): http://www.tiny.cc/Oycgb
Vic's 2nd Novel: http://tinyurl.com/6b86st6
Vic's 1st Novel: http://tiny.cc/94t5h
Vic's Screenplay on Kindle: http://tinyurl.com/cyckn3
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